shock me like an electric eel

Unfinished Thesis

In quiet abandon
I felt easy
I felt happy
when I felt young
being undecayed
without mores;
I had wasted it all

Soggy transmission,
unequivocally pointless,
(from happy eyes
a search
for expiation)
incompetently wasteful
pathetically incomprehensible
stupidly moronic
needlessly stagnant
necessarily unmoved
hopelessly vicious
circularly circularly
circularly cir

(Asleep once more,
Gone mush,
undreaming tomorrows,
suffocating
from yesterday's
throw up
and an imagined
embrace)