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I'm

There was an urgency to all my memories.
An invisible voice,
Harmonious and dissonant
Periodic, spasmodic and sometimes
Booming! quite violently
(most memorably);
Nudgingly, I meant
Untouched,
mostly,
Shapely, like none
Other:
An urgency,
but slighter, less understood:
Form taking on the impossibility
of taking shape...
And beauty, always
somewhere down the line:
But I had never owned
It, then
Quite...