Making Ugly
This was a beautiful blank page
This was a beautiful blank book
But now I’ve christened it in lead,
I’ve drowned all of its hope for beauty
At the bequest of a pencil,
Out of fear,
Out of fear.
Leaden fear.
But nothing unwilling
Was ever heard from
The white
or, rather, yellow
blank leaf of white
that opens, unfolds
for me to taint
the thought of whiteness
for eternity, to call
such omnicoloric
presence
a bore.