A Poem, a Reflection

In the Confessional


I fear my peers
I fear my circle
I fear their ears
I fear their vision

The methodical systematization
The grandeur of glorification
The vigeur of validation

The aggrandizing isolation

Realize, brutally stumbling,
treading, falling mostly,
tearfully incessant,
pursuant convinced
of pursuing convictions,
or pursuing convictions,
just,

  You are

that
  You are

Dear,
  I fear
I lie.